Saturday, July 14, 2012









WHAT WOULD YOU DO?

What would you do if you were me?
Would you decide to avoid been taken on those rocks at 9? 
Would you decide not to get fondled all the time 
by strange men that were friends, neighbors and family? 
What would you have done at 13 on the run? 
Running from your family because they don't understand you
even when your not wrong they still reprimand you. 
How would you deal with your uncle raping you
not knowing that his ugliness was slowly shaping you? 
How would you escape from the memories and pain? 
How would you salvage you from the stain? 
How would you handle your 1st consented sexual excursion? 
How could you be certain?  
Do you think you could endure, 
without turning out a whore, or even, an addict? 
Would you panic or be composed 
pack them away neatly or explode? 
Would you loose your mind, 
Or walk around looking crazy all the time, 
can't even concentrate but your forced to walk a line? 
Would you  kill yourself spazzing from the pain of being you? 
I grew
But what would you do?

-Moshia'