The Seed of the Child Molester

I was spawned from a sexual predator's gene pool

a child molester

a fool

To my utter shame 

he chipped seed

and stained my mother's name

With his lascivious pension for innocents

and no conscience to correct

molesting my future with dirty fingers 

and perverted sentiments

He smeared blood stains on Zion’s

daughters

Confused Nubian queens

turned crack heads and harlots

Throwing their pearls to swines

His actions defined them

shaped them, sedated them with lies

Complicated them with demons

Deposited in their bellies

toting pernicious poison 

Passed on by their precarious predator 

  A.k.a my father

He took what was precious (the heartbeat) 

and left only the carcass     

Karma was not asleep

while he was out thieving innocence

compensation was due him

that’s where I came in

Everything he did to them was done to me

Daughter of my father

a leaf from his tree

Nourished by his roots

His deeds grew 

and blossomed 

like noxious fruits

-He bent forward smiling

here sweetheart: you can have them

that’s all he ever gave me

His name and his karma

And a life time of drama

my father the child molester

I'm sorry if he wronged you

if he stole your will to live

if he burned down your house 

and left you to sit in ashes

I'm sorry you hurt so bad

and sleep is complicated

If it's any consolation to you

When he hurt you

Even though he didn't mean to

He hurt me too

Except I carry his curse on my back

Like the marks on a crab

and no matter where I go

these scars are all I have

Thanks to my sperm donor

who never was a father

but gifted me his karma

the seed of the child molester...