THE BROKEN BUTTERFLIES JOURNALS PART 1

Why am I alone?

I had hoped due to recent events, that i would have company tonight or @least the comfort of knowing I am not alone - loveless - I guess i am a lil disappointed. Strangely i don't regret my actions this time, I will not repeat them however. The next time I feel the need to let go with a stranger ( I really don't know him) I will remember to be stiff and unyielding, Cause now I feel like an addict, a fiend, actually I was worst earlier. I am grateful for my ability to quickly put things in perspective and move on..

Soooo here we grow again.

My strength grows with each blow

disappointment frustrates

missing you brings tears to my eyes

and pain in my heart.

indescribable this unwanted assault

all in the cards

when we play hearts...

                              #EWAY