THE BROKEN BUTTERFLY JOURNALS PART 4

I want to be confident, successful and strong, but everything and everyone around me is screaming "you're a failure.
I regret everything I've done. 
The good turns terrible, yielding pain and tears, regret and stagnation. The mistakes and bad decisions came to collect their due, multiplying my sorrow, assaulting my tomorrow
leaving hope retarded and "I" wishing I'd departed with the rain,
washed clean without a stain. But love disappoints and truth exposes, leaving vulnerable the flower, with beautiful trembling petals, leaning, unstable from the storm, the beating of the rain, the force of the wind, the scorch of the sun.. But evening comes with it's cool, calm stillness infusing peace and harmony, sparking my creativity, setting my soul free from the pain.. Breathe easy.  All is well we'll live to love again. Till then it's just me ( eva powaful ) 
and "I" pen...

                                 #EWAY