THE BROKEN BUTTERFLY JOURNALS #7

I have been distracted by the talking cat (on my cell) for a few minutes now. lol.. I think I will play some sodoku with __ today.
It's so wonderful to have someone I can relate to on an intellectual level. I love sodoku and I want to know what it does to enhance my learning or which chakra am working on when I do a soduku puzzle. Any who this dude has been pursuing me lately, showing up everywhere, looking like "I need rehab" ewee plz stop it. all in my face smiling and tryn to get my attention. Wow, get a job. Seriously why not spend sometime working out your presentation? Still, I gotta remember who I am in the grand scheme of things though. I am a goddess and he a mere confused mortal. I don't want him. I want something real and tangible, I want a god in flesh, Who is capable of enormous self control, who neither abuses women or get bored easily and shirk their responsibilities. I want a man rich in character and ambitious as well. I am too beautiful, intelligent and talented to waste my life, time or anything else with a man that has nothing to offer and no ambition. Hurry up and show yourself some love boo so I can love you too. Anyway on a lighter note, check out this little poem I wrote...

LETTER TO LITTLE ME

You are the heart of me
The most important part of me
I need you to let go of the pain
So we can properly love again
Open up to love
Open up to joy and peace
Trust and accomplish your dreams
Let go of everything that makes you so tense
And scared
Let go of your hurt apprehension and fear
You are loved and all is well
Let go lil one and be free
Be free beautiful
Be you
And TO THY OWN SELF BE TRUE

BY Erica Freckleton