THE BROKEN BUTTERFLY JOURNALS  #10

He likes to look in my eyes and tell me what he wants in a way that brings me under submission. It's a bit frightening to say the least. My heart races now @ the very thought of it. I feel clear and present danger. I gave him what he wanted. Now he knows it works. He knows I will submit to his brazen demands. I use to want to give the things he asks, but locked those things, that part of me away. Until now. Premature ejaculation, that's my best description of that situation. He's an authoritarian though. What a tangled web...

I don't know what I'm doing inner G.

I need you to give me clarity

Make my way clear

My heart and emotions are all caught up

Am straying so far from who I was brought up

But am handing it over to you

Letting it go

I'll just enjoy the ride

See where this goes

What else can I do

To thine ownself be true

Well I like where I am

All is well and all will end well too

Squash your fears

And just be you

Ever powerful  #EWAY