THE BROKEN BUTTERFLY JOURNALS # 15
Is it not all you dreamed? Love manifest, or is it?
Why does it only come on roller coasters? Why does my heart feel so tired, so weary? God of all can you hear me, why is something supposedly good so scary? Why does it steal from me? Why do I feel so low and blue. Maybe I should have never given my heart to you. Why does loving you make me hate me? Why does it steal my power and render me weak?
I hate love
Like Toni Braxton and Weezy
Cause Love don't love me
Weak and pathetic, useless emotion
Cherished above all else
Eyes leaking, heart crushed by regret
Am I such a fool to be here again
Pretending my enemy is my friend
Everytime I give in to this treacherous feeling
I find death more appealing
With razor sharp claws
Ripping at my resolve
This stupid ass shit called love
F*** you love
Leave me be
Go fly a kite or climb a tree
Just stay the f*** away from me
Fear = Separation
Love = Sometimes degradation
either way it's a volatile situation
Dramatic, explosive
Lacking in peace
You let love knock you around
Compliments of your yearning
Reaching out constantly
I see you deserve this
Stop chasing things that render you useless
Is this what I wanted
Seems I'll only ruin love
With all my baggage
I just keep scewing love
It's like fight night
No glove
Knocked out the ring
HURRY Pick yourself up
Jump right back in
Chin up next beating
Hold the rope though don't fall
Next week again
You'll rush to give it all
Love will crush you till you fall to pieces and stay there
run and get it now cause it won't be here
See here
My soul it's been crushed
Ran away with love in foolish rush
But love wasn't running away
It was trying to save me
Hmm fools rush in
Desire leads to sin
Love dummed down
And I thought I'd drown
#Eway
My poetry is not always for the faint of heart, but it's always me...
I hope you enjoy the ride and the rush...
And as always I AM EVA POWAFUL TAURUS BULL...
Is it not all you dreamed? Love manifest, or is it?
Why does it only come on roller coasters? Why does my heart feel so tired, so weary? God of all can you hear me, why is something supposedly good so scary? Why does it steal from me? Why do I feel so low and blue. Maybe I should have never given my heart to you. Why does loving you make me hate me? Why does it steal my power and render me weak?
I hate love
Like Toni Braxton and Weezy
Cause Love don't love me
Weak and pathetic, useless emotion
Cherished above all else
Eyes leaking, heart crushed by regret
Am I such a fool to be here again
Pretending my enemy is my friend
Everytime I give in to this treacherous feeling
I find death more appealing
With razor sharp claws
Ripping at my resolve
This stupid ass shit called love
F*** you love
Leave me be
Go fly a kite or climb a tree
Just stay the f*** away from me
Fear = Separation
Love = Sometimes degradation
either way it's a volatile situation
Dramatic, explosive
Lacking in peace
You let love knock you around
Compliments of your yearning
Reaching out constantly
I see you deserve this
Stop chasing things that render you useless
Is this what I wanted
Seems I'll only ruin love
With all my baggage
I just keep scewing love
It's like fight night
No glove
Knocked out the ring
HURRY Pick yourself up
Jump right back in
Chin up next beating
Hold the rope though don't fall
Next week again
You'll rush to give it all
Love will crush you till you fall to pieces and stay there
run and get it now cause it won't be here
See here
My soul it's been crushed
Ran away with love in foolish rush
But love wasn't running away
It was trying to save me
Hmm fools rush in
Desire leads to sin
Love dummed down
And I thought I'd drown
#Eway
My poetry is not always for the faint of heart, but it's always me...
I hope you enjoy the ride and the rush...
And as always I AM EVA POWAFUL TAURUS BULL...
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