THE BROKEN BUTTERFLY JOURNALS # 19

The last few days have been great. I have felt this deep connection with my Courtney. So deep. I love him so much, with all my heart I hope love lasts. He's so gentle and sweet yet so rough and playful. I think we have both relaxed a bit. He told me he wanted to send me a relationship request. My heart did a triple lundy but I didn't let him know how special he would make me feel. Like we live in a small town and he was shouting in the middle of the Town square "I love you Erica Freckleton and I don't care who knows ". Every day I find something else to love about this beautiful man.
My girlfriend got an unfortunate beaten from the man she loved, he left her with a cracked rib, facial bruises and a growing embryo in her womb. We shook our heads with disgust and then he looked in my eyes and said "I love you more than anything and I will never hurt you", my heart melted and oozed right down to my juicy fruit. He is amazing. Kinda like I'm looking at my former trusting self in the mirror that is he. My heart sings as my soul claps. Thank you for my young God in flesh. I hope, I hope, I hope, With all my little heart this is the new start I dreamed of... I have been so motivated in my reading and writing these days. Thank you for source, I am so grateful for all my good. I'm always in the right place at the right time. And everyday in every way, I get better and better... And I AM always EVA POWAFUL....

By Erica Freckleton